Saturday, August 29, 2009

The Story Behind Every Picture

I took this picture when I was waiting for H at UiTM.
I couldn't stand the heat so I insisted to stay in the car.
Just right after I took this picture, H came running to the car with a UiTM security guard chasing after him.
I should have locked the door and watch him struggle himself running around the carpark. haha.

H dreams about becoming Wolverine.

Buka puasa @ Ichiban Pavilion.
By the time it was azan and people started to eat, me and H were on our way to the cashier and straight to the smoking area.
:)

My disgusting brother and Mummy.

1st day puasa @ Holiday Villa Subang.
Buka puasa with Mummy, Abang and gf.
Abang's gf is my age, she writes with her left hand like me, and she is very small just like me. She cut her hair short like mine few days after I cut my hair. wataf?

Our last round at the club before puasa.
Launch @ Space : damn terbaik!
We went to The Library's Launch @ The Curve at first but the fucking long que made us turn our way back to heritage row. Thank god i put my name in the guest list earlier that day!

Maktok and Tokcik's Anniversary @ Bukit Kiara Equestrian Club.
U can see that my cousins are breeding even more and more boys than girls.
So our next generation will be the boys team. Whoever comes out with a baby girl, u're gonna be fucking isolated for the rest of ur life.

My cousins yang dah tak membesar.
The only group stucked in the middle of the 'growing ups' and the 'grown ups'.

My beloved daddy and his beloved child.
Daddy is getting older and older and fatter.
He claims that his hair is originally black but dyed grey and if he sticks to black, all the ladies will beg him to marry them.
Whatever.
My baby brother is still not getting any taller. I think he's a midget.

Wednesday, August 26, 2009

iDontKnowWhatToBlogAbout

updates

1. im still and soo in love with hadri

2. couple of days before puasa me n the rest of friends had the best free flow event ever at Space!

3. i haven't started fasting, 'yet'.

4. fasting month is driving me and H crazy apart ;(

5. i still go for interviews

6. i'm so scared of hari raya for the first time (i dont have money to give y'all!!!)

7. fasting month makes me invest more in buying dvds and going to cinemas. (review = the proposal : ok la. ghosts of girlfriends past: best!. district 9: hah?? $%^&* as in, very unique. UP : sweet, touching, romantic, sad!! i cried 3 times)

8. i'm so stressed i can't decide what colour of baju raya should me n my family wear this year. its my task to choose a colour every year.

tada.

Sunday, August 9, 2009

Hari Membeli Belah

Hari ini adalah hari yang sangat memenatkan. Hari ini saya dipaksa oleh bapa saya untuk pergi ke Sungei Wang bersama mereka bagi membantu adik saya membeli belah kerana bapa saya seorang pemalas. Saya ditugaskan untuk membawa adik saya dari kedai ke kedai dan beli beberapa helai baju kesukaannya manakala bapa saya hanya akan duduk makan dan minum di kedai sementara menunggu kami di sana. Adik lelaki saya kini berumur 14tahun. Dia telah pun memasuki fasa umur yang mula ingin menjaga penampilan seperti rakan-rakan sekolahnya yang terdiri daripada rempit, punk, shuffler, emo dan sedikit hip hop. Adik saya ingin memakai pakaian seperti 'rockstar'. Namun pendapat saya, pemilihan baju-bajunya adalah lebih kepada 'rempitstar'. Ini adalah kerana dia tidak tahu bagaimana untuk berpakaian dan memakai apa yang dirasakan 'stylo'. Mujurlah saya ada ketika itu, maka saya dapat memperbetulkan kesalahan pakaian adik saya. Saya memilihkan baju-baju kemeja yang kini menjadi gaya anak muda generasi baru. Kemeja-kemeja yang mempunyai lipatan dikedua belah lengan yang boleh dibutangkan tampak sesuai dengannya. Namun begitu saya tidak dapat memilih kasut yang bergaya untuknya kerana dia bertegas untuk membeli kasut Vans yang tidak ada tali, serupa macam kasut ballet cina. Tapi tak mengapa, mungkin itu gaya remaja sebaya dia agaknya. Ambillah apa-apa pun janji pakai.

Saya juga berkesempatan membeli belah untuk diri saya. Berbekalkan duit sejumlah hanya RM150, kecerdikan saya membajet duit membawa kepada hasil yang bernas! Saya berjaya membeli 2 dress, 3 top, 1 skirt dan 1 clincher dengan baki RM10! Saya berasa sangat puas hati setelah lama memendam perasaan ingin membeli pakaian baru. Bapa saya juga sempat membeli video digital walaupun dirumah sudah ada video digital yang baru dibeli tahun lepas. Alasannya begini, video digital lama menggunakan kad memori. Video digital baru ini pula menggunakan disk keras (hard disk). Saya tidak faham apakah yang ingin bapa saya lakukan dengan video digital itu sedangkan kedua-duanya setelah direkod akan pergi ke tempat yang sama. Tidak mengapalah, janji bahagia.

Saya sepatutnya mencari hadiah untuk ulangtahun nenek dan datuk saya. Seperti semalam, saya tidak mencari pun apa yang sepatutnya saya lakukan. Ibu saya juga telah pergi ke serata tempat untuk mencari hadiah, namun akhirnya membeli belah untuk diri sendiri. Kini saya dan ibu saya sedang panik kerana tidak tahu apa perlu dibeli dan duit semakin banyak dihabiskan kerana pergi ke banyak tempat dengan niat awal untuk membeli hadiah namun akhirnya membeli hadiah untuk diri kami.

Oh saya tidak tahu apa yang perlu saya pakai pada ulang tahun itu nanti. Saya sedang berfikir untuk memakai dress namun saya perlu berpakat dengan sepupu-sepupu sebaya saya jika ingin memakai dress. Ini adalah kerana jika maktok saya hendak marah, bukan seorang yang kena, semua kena. Oleh itu, ia tidaklah memalukan sangat. Ha ha ha. Ibu saya suruh saya pakai dress yang baru dibeli itu, namun saya dinasihatkan untuk memakai stokin hitam atau 'legging' kerana dress itu pendek. Saya masih memikirkannya.

Sekian, terima kasih.

Yang benar,
Britney Spears

Saturday, August 8, 2009

Updates

1. Attended so many interviews

2. Watched so many movies

3. Officially broke - money constrain

4. H coloured his hair back to dark

5. Went shopping and spent time with family a lot

6. Bought a new purse - Paris Hilton siottt! gile gedik

7. Want to colour and perm my hair but again, I'm broke.

8. Had a lot of fights with H

9. Need to find something to wear for grandparents 65th anniversary next week

10. Too many upcoming family events - kenduri, birthday, anniversary, wedding

11. Thinking of how bad could it be celebrating raya with no job and no angpau to give to them. disaster - "lydia, where r u working now?" (x 99)... and hear someone whispers.. "kedekut nye lydia bagi duit raya 2 ringgit je" or probably i'll just hide myself behind my mum and stay invisible during the duit raya giving time. sorry aku takde duit nak bagi korang. nah gula2 hacks.

12. Finished reading all the books and need to buy more to kill my boring time.

13. Couldn't be apart from H

14. My close friend, Ska is now wearing tudung. One of my biggest culture shock of the year.

15. Oh I'm so glad both Ska and Zetty are now friends again after a year of their ridiculous fight.

16. My cats are missing. I think my mum gave them away without telling me (she's denying everything)

17. I think my baby brother has a girlfriend (he's been posting weird status on fb). He doesn't want to admit it.

18. A lot more people (mostly family) were blocked from my fb. It's a longgg list yo.

19. I'm starting to forget things especially memories of what I did years ago. kena makan kismis. haha.

20. Me and H are 6 months nowwwwwwwwww!!!!!!!!!!!








Wednesday, July 29, 2009

I AM GOING TO STOP PARTYING AND WEAR TUDUNG

ok. i made that up. saje bikin gempak. hahahaha.

last sat i went to a party and got so wasted, even worst when it was all recorded in ali's video cam. m-u-t-h-a-f-u-c-k-a. okay, maybe it wasn't so bad. maybe i did some stupid dancing in front of the video cam that i purposely grabbed from ali's hand and put it on the table in front of me. maybe i really can't remember when i said in front of the camera that i was born on 12th september 1986 when the real fact is, i was born on june. maybe i was just kidding when i said "i looked fucking hot" and "i am the next britney spears"... for like, 5thousand times? thats it. everone has watched that fucking video again and again. i'm going to break in ali's house and smash the tape, burnnnn it and feed my cats with the ashes mixed in their food.

i have become a very good girl. i haven't gone out during days and nights - besides special occasions. i went out just to get food as in lunch and dinner. then i'm back to what i have been doing all day every day - checking fb, watching dvds with h, play sudoku, reading novels, learning in wikipedia. hahahahah. my mummy is soooo proud of me! i didn't even go out and lepaks!

now that i'm writing about those things.... i'd like to express my feelings about a new matter - WHY THE FUCK IS EVERYONE WRITING ABOUT VAMPIRES??? ok. i just finished reading my Twilight series. starting from eclipse, i have been reading the books like crazy. it took me 4 months to finish twilight and new moon - fucking boring books. then when i'm done with those books, maybe i was so used to reading books all the time (*good girl)..... i decided to buy new books. and then i searched for bestselling books everywhere - bookstores as well as internet. and most of the books i found in the top 100 books were ALL BLOODSUCKING VAMPIRES BOOKS. i mean, is it the new trend?

and so at the end, i bought couple of books about vampires. it's called A House of Night Novel. its a series of 5 books actually. i bought 2 of it. i finished reading the first one on the same day i bought the books. heh. gile rajin siaaaaal aku bace buku! i.am.a.very.good.girl. hahaha. serious shit. thank god i bought 2 books. i dont have to go back to the bookstore and buy another one. hihi.

okay, these authors should actually work together with each other. they are confusing the readers by creating modern vampires whom are totally irrelevant and ridiculous!

in twilight, vampires:
- don't have fangs
- can live with sunlight but over exposure will make them 'shine'... as in glitters
- have super power
- not afraid of garlic
- appears in photographs and mirror reflections
- don't sleep at all and no, they don't have coffins
- go to school/work
- fucking rich

in house of night, vampires:
- don't have fangs
- can live with sunlight but their eyes are very sensitive with sunlight and they can die with over exposure.
- have cresent mark on their forehead
- humans are aware of their existence
- became vampire when being marked by a vampire tracker while they are still human.
- have to go to vampires boarding school after being marked as vampires - to learn how to behave like a vampire. haha.
- only learn vampire sociology subject in school.
- classes start at 8pm to 3am
- have super power too.
- eat human food but couldn't resist blood as well.
- not afraid of garlic
- sleep but not in coffins.
- tattoo appears when mature
- die when body don't accept the changing process.

after this, i will write a book about how vampire will infect humans thru facebook and having super power like the ability to make shoes and handbags fall from the sky, only eat tomyam and blood comes in vitamin-like tablets.


Thursday, July 23, 2009

River Flows in You



I AM SO ADDICTED TO IT FOR MONTHS ALREADY!!! I keep playing it on and on and on again... so beautiful.... I can imagine Edward playing this for Bella. AAAaa Edward!!!! I LOVE YOUUUUUUUUUU!!!!!!!!!

Note: This is not the official Bella's lullaby. Just a song by Yiruma but the Twilight fans made it like it should be Twilight Saga's official lullaby. It's a hit in youtube tho.

Yasmin Ahmad : Malaysia's Best Movie Maker


Published: Thursday July 23, 2009 MYT 4:37:00 PM
Updated: Thursday July 23, 2009 MYT 5:56:14 PM
Film director Yasmin Ahmad in hospital (Update 4)

PETALING JAYA: Critically-acclaimed movie and TV commercial director Yasmin Ahmad was admitted to hospital after feeling unwell during a presentation she was giving at TV3.

She was taken to the Intensive Care Unit at the Damansara Specialist Hospital, where she is now on life support and in stable condition.

She is believed to have suffered a stroke and was in a coma for a short while before doctors there successfully revived her.

Hospital authorities have not confirmed anything.

A host of Malaysian personalities are at the hospital now, including pop diva Datuk Siti Nurhaliza and husband Datuk Khalid Jiwa, Suria FM’s Engku Emran, TV3 CEO Farid Jamaluddin, and indie filmmakers James Lee, Pete Teo, Liew Seng Tat.

Yasmin, 51, the director of Sepet, is particularly well known for the community message commercials she directed for Petronas.

She began her career in advertising as a copywriter at Ogilvy & Mather, eventually rising to creative director at Leo Burnett Kuala Lumpur.

Her movies have won many international awards and have been screened at the Berlin, San Francisco, Singapore and Cannes international film festivals.

Last November, she was inducted into the inaugural Malaysian Advertising Hall of Fame by the Association of Accredited Advertising Agents Malaysia.

Get well soon... I haven't had enough of your movies!

Wednesday, July 22, 2009

My Big Brother is an Anak Kutip

I so going to kill my brother the very moment he comes back from LA.

Ok… so daddy, mama and abang went to LA – working on daddy’s event there. They left me here because somebody needs to take care of a lot of things here (or so they said). Whatever. I don’t really have issues with them going/leaving me here… I’m cool with it. Daddy goes there every year since the past 5 years. I followed them last year and I still have years ahead of me that I can join. So it’s not something I would be mad about. Afterall, they’re working there. Not so much of having holiday all the time.


I’m pissed with my brother coz he just can’t seem to shut his fucking mouth or cut his fingers off the keyboard from telling me stories there. Ok, so they went shopping. Cool with it. Shopping spree on branded things. Not cool. Staying at the most luxurious and largest hotel in Los Angeles. No prob. Staying at San Pedro. Heh, harbor area? So not a prob to me. RIDING A HUMMER LIMO FROM DOWNTOWN TO SAN PEDRO – I WILL FUCKING KILL YOU. Can’t u just keep it to urself? Don’t u know how to respect other family members? Bloody hell.

Wassup with u carrying a Victoria Secret paperbag? And u took a picture of urself carrying it and put it as a profile picture on fb? Watafakwatafakwatafak is wrong with my brother?? Did he finally realize that being a girl suits him better? VS is not the thing u wanna show off with, bitch. VS is for girlsssss! Daddy told me abang bought a handbag as well. He thinks it’s for me. I think it’s for himself. U’re doing this on purpose – to make me suffer here. Fuckyew.


And u bought 5 ipods thereeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


I’m dying. I don’t know what else my brother is not telling me. I’m just going to prepare myself for a heart attack when he comes back. That’s y I need to kill him first.


Who’s in? I’ll give u 1 of the ipod for free. Hihi.

Sunday, July 19, 2009

I Miss Sumo


This is Sumo.
He's my bestfriend.
We've known each other since primary school.
Sumo went to the same primary and secondary school as I did.
He was a sports person back in primary school.
He turned into a Rempit in secondary school.
He joined Clubbers and Ravers after school.
He is still half blooded Rempit and Clubber.

Sumo was the leader of his Rempits group back in high school (or i assume he was).
He pissed both teachers and schoolmates with his 'gangsterism' ideology.
He'd never be in class for more than half an hour.
He always took a tour to other classes and disturb our lessons.
He joined other classes when there were his favourite teachers teaching, just to sat there and listen without disturbing others.
Teachers were bored chasing him skipping classes that they actually let him did whatever he liked as long as it wasn't off limit.
He was naughty, yes. But he was a nice and hilarious guy, still is.

Sumo and I became closer when I dated his bestfriend.
We were so closed, we hung out 24 hours together everywhere.

We did a lot of crazy things together:
1. Sumo and I ponteng puasa and went to the drive-thru (with his scooter!) and Sumo with confidence went straight to the pick-up counter to order. I was so embarassed I told him we had to order at the machine first. So Sumo MADE ANOTHER ROUND back to the drive-thru order machine. I can still remember clearly how the McD staffs laughed at us.

2. Sumo and I had a fight on who ran faster. I thought I ran faster than him. We argued from Celup's house at Ampang til Keramat when we decided to call Man for permission to run in front of his house, with him witnessing it. So we reached outside Man's house and started to position ourselves to run from where we stood to the car at the end. I lost just inches from Sumo. Bloody hell.
Man - still confused.

3. Sumo and I were betting about some stuff. Can't remember what. We were 'touring' around Setiawangsa with his scooter. It was late night as i remember. We passed a burger stall full with Rempits. A lot of Rempits. I guess there were about 20 plus of them there, lepaking. Sumo got the idea to dare me: Lift my hand and wave at the Rempits while saying Whooop!! at them. We argued for about half an hour (still touring) whether I could do it or not. I reached my boiler point when Sumo underestimated me someway and accept the dare.
I did it. As loud as all of them could hear me when we passed the burger stall.
Sumo was so in shocked he sped up faster than a Ferrari, so embarassed with what I did. I was surprised he didn't hide his head in the ground like an Ostrich.
We had never passed that stall ever again.

4. We were working with my dad at Sure Heboh. There was a company's camera which to be used to take photos of the activities there. I was holding the camera and took a lot of 'vain' photos of me and Sumo. Those ugly crazy faces of us posing.
Jeng jeng jeng.
The Managing Director came to our booth. Took the camera and transfered it to a laptop.
The MD was sitting at a table at the back of our booth with my dad behind him, looking at the event's photos.
Me and Sumo (totally forgotten that we took our photos a lot), were standing far behind them stalking what they were discussing about.
Suddenly our photos, as big as the full screen of the laptop appeared in so many poses.
My dad turned back to face us with his hands cekak pinggang waiting to scold us.
We ran as fast as we could to the end of the carnival site.
And enjoyed with the promoters at the TV3's booth, forgot that we actually have a thousands of work to do!


5. Sure Heboh was our playground for years since it started. We've known everyone who worked there, every booth, every security guards, every clowns and cleaners, everyone! Sumo and I had a lot of memories there. We pau every booth their products, we kacau the clowns and threatened them if they don't give us a ciggie, we skipped queing line, we rocked the stage and sing our song like we were some superstars there (the audience thought we were singers and our audience were as many as you see in a concert, haha!). We created our own game. The most ridiculous of all games: we invited husbands and wives to our booth. all with their own partners. we sat the husbands on their chairs and gave each of the wives a bunch of getah nasi lemak. As we said START, those wives had to tie their husbands' hair with the getah provided, as many ties as they could in a given time limit. ha ha ha. it was sooooo funny!!! imagine, those husbands who barely had hair, were tied few strands on hair. they looked like ants with a lot of antenas.
Oh btw, we worked at Maggie's booth. This game had nothing to do with promoting Maggie. And therefore, we were scolded by my dad. hahaha.

I wish I can write more about those crazy (mostly stupid) things we did.
Sumo and I had too many memories together.
He'd lived at my dad's house for almost a year or more. Everytime my dad gave me pocket money, he gave to Sumo THE SAME AMOUNT as mine too. in front of me. damn u sumo.
I missed him.
He's been the nicest, hilarious, fun person I've ever met.
Love you Sumo.
Peace.

Sumo in his early transition from a Rempit to a Clubber.
In the middle is Bongkok, another bitch i missed a lot.

Dah smart sikit mase ni.


Mase kat JB. Sumo's face described it all.
Look at his bag, his Rempit bag, but with cuter pattern.
Thank god he didn't carry the famous Rempit bag, SHOEI. haha.

Monday, July 13, 2009

H Again

dear blog,

I CAN'T SLEEEEEEEEEEEEEEP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i'm giving u a name.


hmmm...








hmmmm................................................................................................................................................








do like hmmm?... ok, i'll call u hmmm from now on blog.



ok hmmm, since i'm bored and i have nothing to do [since i'm not in a mood to watch dvd], i'm gonna write crap. how about my boyfriend?

hmmm : h againnnn??? nooooooooooooooooooooooooo!!!!!

me : deal it with hmmm. i'm so in love with my bf, i will write anything i want since i OWN YOU!

hmmm : pls make it short and simple, pleaseeeeee???



i'm having delusions. watafak.

ok la... simple je. i'd like my readers and my stalkers to know more about my bf. i've been writing about our problems in my previous posts which I think I’ve made people give the impression of him being a bad bf. He’s not a bad bf, he’s a good bf actually. He’s just immature! Ok now learn more about him and be nice!

My boyfriend:

1. very hyper. i mean, very very hyper kid. his behavior is like a 6 years old boy. he gets very excited knowing new things, screams, shouts, bables, jumps, punches, kicks, dances and everything that a 6 years does. heh.

2. talks too much. sometimes we fight on who to talk first. and everyyytime i'm telling him a story, he'll cut it and take over that topic , just like that.

3. he licks his finger when he's done eating instead of washing it, even if the sink is just 2 inches from him. the he will wipe his hand with his shirt or pants. and he eats again.

4. he will call me at least 3 times before he says anything. "baby, baby, baby! ade lighter?"

5. he likes asking stupid questions, eg: "b......cite Transformers dengan tomyam mane lagi best?" - out of the sudden.

6. He sepak any cats in front of him.

7. His reaction to anything superb is always delayed 30 seconds, "WOW!"

8. He brings his own mouse, mousepad and keyboard to cyber cafe like, T-bun when he has just a casual dota match.

9. Everything he holds will drop from his hands.

10. He's always hungry but seldom finishes his meal. He thinks that scientists should invent lamb chop in a pill or by just drinking it from a small cup. euw. he's just lazy when it comes to shredding, cutting, suaping and chewing the food.

11. He likes striking colours. He thinks green shirt and orange pants - stylO.

12. He pelat O. hahahahaha. eg: when we say elok (ei-loke) he'll say ei-LOCK. we say stylo (stai-low) he says stai-LOR. we say motor (moe-toe) he says mo-tow. hahahaha. so cute. our O (OWE) his O is OH with silent H at the back.

13. In a train, he will not give his seat to a pregnant lady standing in front of him. Instead, if i give the lady my seat, which then I have to stand.... he will right away give me his seat. weird.

14. He likes weird stuff. He likes to try exotic food. He'll eat otak lembu, sup konek lembu, tunjang lembu and things like that if the restaurant serves it. He wants a lion for a pet. Once, his family asked him to kill a rat they caught in the house. He took the rat (in the small cage), sprayed it with green paint and burn the rat with the spray and aerosol.

15. He sleeps with all the pillows on the bed. I always wake up in the middle of the night finding my head pillow-less. When I take the pillow back from him, 5 mins later he'll snatch back the pillow from head. And we will fight all night about whose pillow belongs to who.

16. He doesn't have any kindness in him when it comes to driving. He'll never give anyone his way. Imagine a car reverse from a parking lot, almost done reversing, as long as there's enuff space for him, he'll squeeze to that without stopping. Most of the time, even if there's not even a space for him, he'll stop in front of that car. Crazy.

17. He complains all the time.

18. He's allergic to sunlight. He said he shouldn't be a Malaysian and doesn't fit staying in Asia. he should be living in some cooler places.

19. He's asthmatic. And he uses it as a reason all the time. Especially when he wants to go back and play dota.

20. He doesn't lepak at mamaks. He hates lepak. Oldtown takpe.

21. He wears 2 bangles on each hand and a necklace he never takes off ever.

22. He thinks his jambang is hot.

23. He talks really fast. I don't know what's the rush.

24. He's easily pissed off when he encounters something inconvenient and tiring, for him. eg: we tapaw nasi and there's a soup in a plastic tied by getah. if he can't open that getah, he definitely will make a hole using a fork or anything that will do. he's like that in everything else.

25. Everytime he listens to a song he's familiar with, he says. "baby, lagu u!". everytime. even if i hate that song.


Good things about him!

1. He'll never leave me alone anywhere. He'll find away to make it possible for me to not stay alone.

2. He hates sunlight but he will always ask if I want to have lunch together with him.

3. He'll do anything for me even if he hates it.

4. He only answers MY phone calls and reply my text messages when he's playing dota.

5. Despite his dumb look, h is actually smart. really really smart. he is a very knowledgeable person. They way he learns something is by understanding that subject. He can talk about history, war, politics, animals, universe, psychology and surprisingly he knows a lot about religion. I think he knows everything. Makes my life easier when I don't understand something, I just ask him.

6. He really loves his mother. Mummy's boy.

7. He doesn't sleep all night when I'm sick. He waits until I need something. Very sweet.

8. He's a good joker.

9. He knows when to cheer my mood.

10. I'm his priority. heeee~