yes, i know that my problem is somehow like mim's. and those who read her blog would probably say "apahal pompuan ni tiru mim punya blog? dah takde idea ke?". my god... please lahh. i dont know how odd it is to have similar problems at the same time, lagi2 lah bile kitrg ni related. weird but it scares me, really.
ok so my prob with h tade la dragging melampau2. it was til the moment i blogged about our prob that i came to my senses that i shouldn't be doing this anymore. i should stop (u know... all the begging, being nice, lovey dovey text msgs, etc).
since he didn't entertain any of my lovey dovey begging shit during his so called 'mood swing' and i-need-some-space-to-think-about-us, i wanted to stop and give him everything he wanted.. space n time.. and think.. and hon... dota... staying home... sleeping... etc.
i text him 1 last time.
syg, im depressed and tired. i dont know what else to do so we could go back to how we used to. i dont think it will work if it's only me trying. so pls take all the time and space u need. im sorry i disturbed u. take good care while im not there. love u always.
yes, it is very panjang for a text message. dah la gune fon bodoh. kalau blackberry senang sket type (hint2!!).
then he replied me. so sudden that he has 'recovered' and got over it already. he's okay n not thinking about it. the next thing i knew, he wanted to see me right away (it was 3am btw). but i was too tired n sleepy i refused nicely. so we just talked on the phone like nothing happened.
just like that!
after i sent that text, he was ALRIGHT. he got over it. so simple so easy. i mean, i've been texting him the wholeeee day n he replied with only a word each time. like.. ok, no, bye. and within few hours after i've decided im giving up, he was OKAY.
i was actually excitedly happy when he said that til i get the second thought of what a fool i've been making myself toward him. begging la, apologizing, pujuk pujuk pujuk. sikit punya tinggi 80 tingkat ego u. n when i give up, u dah ok pulak?
please la guys... dont do this to ur girlfriends. sikit2 boleh la. but dont make it that obvious. i feel like i was cheated.
but i didnt say that to him. just happy enuf that he accept things the way i am. lydia the fool will always do what hadri wants to. ok?
miriam omar, aku kena bomoh ni kot. hadri bagi makan nasi kangkang kot? hahaha.
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