birthday at the beach

future plan

h's mother should stop asking about meeting my mother.

and

stop asking about our "future plan".

i get it. but it's not the time yet okay aunty? hihi.

i'm a geek

hohohoho. i dah pakai braces! and i look stupid! i cant smile properly, talk properly, and i'm really having a hard time to chew my foooood!

the first day i wear my braces i was mentally down the whole fucking day. i cried and got all sensitive about everything! i regretted wearing braces then. now that it's been few days already i think i will adapt and get used to it soon.

world's premier - weirdest smile ever

pangkor trip

oh weeeeeeeee!!!

i'm going to pangkor on my birthday which is in just 2 weeks timeeee! me and H booked a villa at pangkor island beach resort. the villa costs us 900 a night. oh god, i hope it worth our trip and stay there. if not, i'll sure burn the resort down. huhu.

holiday mood - ON!

bandung trip

so a week after sabah, i joined my family on our trip to bandung. the whole purpose of going there was to buy wedding prep stuff for my brother. i ended up wasting half a billion of my money (eceh) on nonsense stuff. beli kain sampai 10 helai taktau nak buat apa. sampai orang yg jual tu ingat it's gonna be my wedding (some thought i'm the bride and kacau abang i... jeeeez! incest!).

it was a short trip too. but anyway, i think the trip was a good idea in bringing the family together. but it still doesnt change the fact that im annoyed with my brother's fiance. semua barang kau pau mak aku. nak hantar kain pegi tailor pun pau lagi. reception semua pau. urghhhhh! dah tau kau tu budak kampung... buat la macam kampung sikit kan. ada ke patut, nak buat banyak2 reception. imagine, my side je ada 2 receptions - black tie and traditional. total of guests to invite - 1K! kalah erra fazira kawin kau ni kan? kau yang lebih2 pulak kat reception side kitorang. amboiiiiiii!!!! nak ajak ramai2, pegi la ajak diorang gi kampung kau tu. semak kat side kitorang buat pe?

whatever, i dont intend to interfere with their wedding because obviously i dont give a shit. biar la if mummy nak bayar everything. her money, not mine.

sabah trip

hieeeeeeeeeee!!!

i've been really busy lately! sorry for the delay!

ok, lemme start with the most recent events. first event: on 14th of may, my company organized a company trip to sabah. we stayed at Magellian, Sutera Harbour Resort. initially the company wanted to stay at karambunai, but since the place is quite far from town (meaning, we'll only be staying in the hotel) thus, company decided to change it to sutera harbour.

i fell in love with that place. seriously, just staying in the hotel is enough for me. no need for island hopping or city tour shit. it's a damn big, luxurious resort i've ever stayed at. it has over 1000+ rooms and 3 big swimming pools for every block of hotels.

it was a damn tiring 'vacation'. everyday we had to wake up damn early. every hour there's always things to do. rush here and there. our free and easy time is limited to 1 hour only. besides the sightseeing, beach activities, island hopping... we have assignments and presentations to do as part of the team building itinerary. gua pancit ok pegi sana.

pancit2 pun we still go to their local clubs there every night (dont want to miss the scene right?). in fact, the last night we were there, we went partying at an after party club there until 5 in the morning! the next day, all of us came late to the briefing. haha.

overall i must say, i would love to go to sabah again and stay at sutera harbour (and never go out from the hotel!).

the harbour at our hotel. island hopping.

one of the assignments

me and E share a room. our balcony is facing the garden.

one of the pools

MAS delayed 2 hours going back to KL. hmp.

after beach games at sapi island

si tanabe ni dah mabik party sampai pukul 5! ish ish ish

hawaiian night la konon

oh clear water i fell in love with!

the hair! the hair!

have you seen this billboard when you were driving or stuck in the traffic?

that's me.


but only the hair part. bahahahaha.


here's the story. we conduct this photoshoot last month. the talent (Summer) has a shoulder length hair. we started shooting from 6 in the morning! but around 7pm, client decided that they dont like her fake extension hair. it doesnt look natural la... buruk la... and many many more comments about the hair.

we've been arguing for over an hour about THE HAIR! hello, since 6am you didnt say anything. suddenly after 1 whole day, you just noticed that! grrrr

so.. we were screwed. how can we find a new extension hair at that peak hour and to get back to the photoshoot? the studio rent is only for a day (8K a day!). extending the time means extra charge.

the team had no choice but to drag me in. since i am the only person with long hair... i have to cover that shots for client. so i spent an hour (only) taking shots of my hair with the help of our studio team to make it work. they used fans, many types of fans... big, small, high, low... i had to stand up, sit down, lay on a bench, climb a ladder, so many actions just to get the perfect effect and flow of the hair. it was damn tiring. hundreds of shots were taken just to get a perfect hair shot.

so when i drive pass the billboards, i cant help myself from smiling and think about the photoshoot day. haha.

k bye.

braces

i just pulled out 2 teeth today. i was supposed to go yesterday but i was too scared i pushed it to today. haha!

it hurts like hell right now. urghhhhhhhh!!

i'm finally wearing braces. another 2 more sessions that i'll be joining the geek club :p

gotta clean up my room now before ilani comes. taaaa~~

Painting

Anyone knows where can get a nice big painting but cheap in kl? Please tell me because i cant find it anywhere here. too bad we bought only 1 painting in bali. i shouldve bought more of it.

marilyn monroe oil painting in our room (size is about my height!)

scared

last sunday h's mom organized a kenduri kesyukuran at their home. of course, i was invited and i attended the kenduri. nervous i was, right. i thought it's just a small makan2 thingy but surprisingly, they put up 2 big tents and with the catering and stuff.

okay, when i went there... my mind was like, be nice to the mother.. that's it. i've had a bad experience with my ex's mother so i dont want to screw thing up this time. i mean, i should be nice to the mother right? who else?

it's so unfortunate that i came there all exhausted (because of n's bachelorette party). i didnt have a good rest since i slept for just 2 hours that night. so i managed to pull myself together and be as cheerful as i am... and just be me.

helped h's mother a bit but honestly, i am a spoiled child. i barely help my parents do anything at home so i was a bit clueless of what to do. it was all good til the moment his relatives came to the house. i was like a "co-host". i had to greet and welcome every guest who came and was introduced to all the relatives. no, im not really comfortable with that. i have this low self esteem thingy when it comes to my boyfriend's family and putting the relatives on top of it?... i seriously do not know how i should react.

i became speechless and i have turned into a girl who barely speaks. i'm like a total idiot. like, whenever they were talking about something.. jokes and stuff... i just stayed silence like that. nope. not even a word.

so at the end, i've decided to drag h to the tv area and watched tv with him instead. not helping the mother, not mingling with his relatives.. nope. i was exhausted and i couldnt handle the situation.

so im starting to think that... maybe, im just not ready to get married. our engagement plan that's supposed to be end of this year... it just has to wait. i cant do it because i'm scared. so maybe when the time comes... we can proceed with the plan :)

tomorrow i gotta go pull out my teeth. 4 teeth! i dont know if i will survive it. my appoinment was today actually but i was so scared i couldnt go to the dentist. i pushed it to tomorrow instead. sigh. how can i wear braces like this? i dont even dare to get my teeth pulled out like that.