My Boyfriend's Basic Car

no radio
no coin slot
car lighter malfunction

somebody smart broke his car window, unlocked the door, went inside and steal the radio. opened the car boot and again, steal his futsal shoes.
his favourite Dunhill London - remained in the car. untouched.
his coin slot? itu pun kau nak curi ke wei???
my stolen stuff - MY FAVOURITE SPICE GIRLS GREATEST HITS CD WAS IN THE RADIO LA FAKERRR!!!!

Babè
we pronounce it as bar-bay [alif ba ta + obey]
hihi. i gave the name!
so babè is used to roll down the windows. yes, all 4 of it.
so in his car, everyone will be like "babè, mane babè?, pass babè kat blakang wei, bak sini babè".
sometimes semua orang berebut babè and u'll get tired of hearing and passing babè all the time.
oh, and this is the last babè we've got.

the 1st babè -
i dont know what happened to it. went missing i guess.

the 2nd babè -
H rolled down the window while smoking and he accidentaly mistakenly confusedly threw it outside when he actually wanted to petik his rokok on his way to the office. so we had to break the other door's babè.

the 3rd babè -
been using it for too long, we passed to each other a lot and so babè ni jadi haus gile sampaikan masuk bolt kat pintu tu boleh pusing smoothly but tingkap camtu gak. and again, we broke the other door's babè.

the 4th babè -
may u stay with us as long as u can coz we just can't live without u. ur our last hope. we love u so much. we'll try to find u a new friend if we can break-in other people's car. or maybe we'll just purchase u a hooker to accompany u. maybe.

this is how every door's bolt looks like.
this is where babè fucks.
i wanted to name it but who would call it anyway? it has no purpose.

Instructions : Put babè onto the bolt and make sure it fits well. Then slowly rotate babè forward to backward to roll down the window and reverse this action to roll up the window.

Nevertheless, my boyfriend's car still rocks! (yeke?)

Krispy Kreme Day

After craving for these doughnuts for a longgg time I finally get to eat my krispy kreme today! yayyy!! thanx to ska for her boots hunt, I finally have my dream fulfilled. ecehhh. yela tah bile mase nye nak jejak Times Square tu pun? tqtqtq...hihihi.

Weird Car

we saw it at changkat area. donno who's car la. he/she glued everything together.

Pissed

I am very upset today that I forced myself to sleep the whole day so I won't be thinking much of today. I am very very upset, disturbed and pissed with the world.

I went to Sony for the THIRD INTERVIEW! penat ok aku ulang alik tempat diorang just for a short interview. I was putting a lot of hope for the job position that I applied as it is something I know I would enjoy myself doing rather than some higher level stress work but boring that others can offer. So I was willing to layan these people there to come back and forth for the sake of that position.

Today I was interview by the Managing Director. Everything went well and fun. He's a very cool and fun person I could tell. The interview was informal - more of a chit chat between strangers. So anyway, I was enjoying my interview and I did really well.

At the end of the interview, he asked me if I have any questions to ask. And I selamba asked him, would you hire me then?. Since the beginning of the interview he was saying all the good things about me so why not just ask him directly. I've had more than 50 interviews and therefore at this situation I know what and when to say and not.

here's what he said.

"I think you are very good and you know what to do (work). I can tell that you have good insights, and your own perspective of this job and I must say I think I don't even have to tell you what to do, and you'll be getting everything done for me. You have good PR and you seem like you can work independently and get along very well with my team. Good personality, something important for the company, business and clients. However, I think you are TOO STRONG FOR THIS POSITION. I think you are beyond this and I don't want to limit your capabilities. You have strength in UPPER LEVELS (which he meant, higher executive and more to corporate). I'm scared to hire you because I don't want you to regret 1 day. You are more than this level. You fit well in the company's international divisions but we are not hiring for the internationals. I might have to discuss back with them about you and get back to you by this Friday."

This is the reason why I'm still jobless. Being too good is scarying people and knowing too little means I better jual nasi lemak je.

I don't want to wait til Friday coz I've lost my enthusiasm of getting this job.

I'm going back to sleep coz I'm so disturbed right now, again.

Trick or Treats?

hahaha.... ni edit photoshop mase tgh cari idea nak buat make up halloween! ;p

my devil and angel

H and Miyan were vampires from different era. Yus was a China doll... ade red circle on each of her cheek tapi tak nampak. I was lost. taktau jadi ape pun.. i was kinda in a hurry. so bajet jd gipsy la.

the dark side

I was amazed by the number of people who dressed themselves for the Halloween. A lot of them was wearing according to a group theme, some wear gothics, some dress simple but dramatic makeup on their faces. I saw vampires, pirates, nurses, clowns, angels and devils, witches and wizards... and many more!

My top Halloween choices that I saw would be a girl wearing a wedding dress siap dengan bunga2 but full with blood and messy makeup! sangat cool! and another one would be a girl wearing tube dress and a nun's head scarf!

there was even a group of boys wearing kain pelekat with a khakis pants inside, matching it with a t-shirt and jason mraz hat. hahahaha. so cute! but i still respect a girl wearing a school uniform to a club. and i mean Malaysia's school uniform! yes, the blue one!

Poor Planning

Z y r a

Wednesday

Sleepy. I slept 2 hours only last night because I had to prepare myself for a big interview with Mccann Erickson at 11 am. I had to do some research and study a bit as this wasn't some stupid company I would want to play around with. It was a long interview with horrifying questions which I managed to manipulate things coz I didn't know shit about those answers. Haha. Got a text msg from Nilad about celebrating Zyra's belated birthday with the girls tonight at 21. wooohooooo!!!

After the interview, we went to KL Central to seek some travel agents. Bongkok surprised me with a bad news last night. Semua hotel, motel, resort, etc at Pantai Cenang (Langkawi) are all FULLY BOOKED! Sold out! Panic! Heart attack akul. Tiket flight dah beli okayyyy. Bilik takde, mane nak merempat? Pasang tent on the middle of the beach... lepas tu? bile dah tgh hari, semua mati terbakar dalam tu. Dammit lah.

After searching for a while, we noticed that all these agencies have taken those rooms so that orang2 macam kitorang ni kena bayar lebih to them. That's how they make profit. Smart. So most of the agencies are charging what they call 'tour package'... which they charged a fixed 3d 2n with tour and shit so that our money are WORTH the value. so basically if kitrg tanak tour tu semua pun kena bayar gak that amount.

I've decided to look more of the tour agents on the websites instead of walking to their offices. I called up a few agencies but unfortunately our first choice of hotel is fully booked. there's a nice lady working with this agency recommended me another option which is Langgura Baron Resort, just nextdoor to Malibest. kinda nice tho. and she's charging me per room instead of per head per package. so no package, just room rate to be settled. in fact, the room rate is just the same with what the hotel itself is offering. no mark up! i fell in love with this lady. she's my hero. if only i'm gay. Ms Carmen if you're reading this.... i really want u to know that I love u so much! but i have a boyfriend. jodoh kite tak kesampaian. hahahahahahhaha.

We went home around 6pm and in an hour we were asleep. exhausted. By 12.45am I was awaken by nilad's phone call.

sdfgbhnjmk,lyutfyuilo1@#$%^&89XCFVGBHJNMK@#$%^7u8i

i think nilad marah coz we were supposed to be there by 11pm for the surprise. Dayo was in charge of dragging Zyra to 21 while the rest of us (me, nilad, yus and linda) were supposed to be there earlier with a cake!

and I was home sleeping soundlessly when nilad called. she can't reach yus too. i've known that yus was bz the whole day. she's got a motivation or team building course thingy at Istana Hotel organized by her company along with other oil and gas companies. when nilad said tak dapat call yus, i know yus mesti dah tido mati coz penat gila with her activities.

so there u go. i wasn't there. yus wasn't there. nilad? she called me using her house phone. so probably she wasn't there too coz rase nye die takde transport! so who surprised zyra? my god....... i feel so awful. and im sooo scared of nilad. she must be pissed with me. really really pissed!

from left: yus, zyra, dayo and nilad

Thursday

I called yus as soon as I woke up. Just as I thought, she was asleep when she returned home. we were both scared of nilad so we decided to let her cool down first before hanging out with her. yus thought there was a lot of miscommunications and lack of planning. we should have planned better but both me n yus' phones are barred. hehe.

I was called to Sony Music for 2nd interview (promotion executive). the interview session was cool just like the 1st interview. cuma the 2nd interview was with the director herself. but she was so fucking cool I enjoyed it all the way. My dad won't let me take the job. he wants me to work with Mccann. yela2... whatever. we'll just wait for the better offer.

Later that night I went out with yus, zyra and atta. both me and yus didn't say anything to zyra coz ktrg tak tau if she knew about the surprise plan. i hope she thought it was the normal girls night out. We went to KL Central to buy Atta's Langkawi ticket tapi kitorang ni pandai sgt, pegi pukul 11.30 malam! we forgot the counter close according to the mall's closing time. haha. sia2 je. then we went to Castle for shisha and sex talk. hahahahahaha. kesian atta.

Friday

Woke up at noon when Atta called for lunch. Makan kat Hometown Yong Tau Foo, Ampang with atta and ska.... my god my god. Atta punya lah tamak, he was eating chicken wing with his right hand, and smoking ciggie with his left. so kunyah ayam dulu, pastu isap rokok... repeat. macam laaaa ayam tu nak lari and rokok tu hilang kalau letak je dulu.

Yus and I planned to make it up to Zyra for her birthday that night. after buying atta's ticket at kl central... me, atta and h went to changkat to celebrate zyra's birthday. takde la celebration sangat pun.... we planned to chill with friends and buy a cake for zyra. so me, atta and h waited for zyra and yus to come and join us there.

i bought a very small cake for zyra. a cute round cake with zyra's name on it. simple. after buying the cake we stopped at a mamak for dinner first. i left the cake in the car. an hour after that we headed to changkat plak. i never checked the cake. i brought it to our hangout place and just minutes before zyra arrived, i opened the box to put on the candles.

cake tu hancur. panas. cair.

i was soooooo panic i quickly drag h to find another one for zyra! i bought this stupid chocolate and nuts cake at 7E, it was the only thing that looks like a cake and could hold a candle. h suruh beli roti gardenia je kalau dah takde sangat. twiggie ke. my god.

when we returned back to our table, zyra dah sampai rupenye. i managed to hide the cake in my handbag. i took out the cake when she went to the toilet and forced everyone to be creative on how to make it look like its not cheap and it is very birthday-ish! i was lucky i bought lollipops for zyra and some for us. but i had to tell zyra the truth about the cake after the candle-blowing thingy. hahahaha.

we were happily chilling there just us but ali and miyan kept on calling and texting us to go to Mansion with them. we were thinking of going until damn ali sent h a text msg saying that he must go there coz a lot of hot girls u cant imagine of are there. excuse me, cant u think of better words? we didnt go coz i was very saiko when ali said that. coz it looks like we're going there bcoz of the girls and not bcoz of them. and how could u send such thing when u know im next to him? provocative. u have a gf next to u n ur sending something like that to ur friend. first, u didnt respect ur gf. 2nd, ur saying it to the wrong person, should be someone single! 3rd, ur friend has his gf next to him 24/7, and u know that! 4th, ur not respecting ur friend's gf and u obviously dont care. its hurtful for girlfriends to ever read such thing.... guys dont seem to care about it. tak ada respect! i was so mad at ali even H had to pujuk me for hours! thank god your girlfriend apologize to me gila babi the next day. i was so disturbed.

We went to Castle again that night. i think yus has fallen in love with the arabs. hihihi.

our creativity

nice kannnn? birthday girl and the cake

cake yg hancur

Little Bits of Life

favourite!

while waiting for our turn at AirAsia ticketing counter, we played some stupid games.

H's new protein powder. Will he achieve that body? We'll see..... ngehngeh.

Langkawi punya pasal.

This is my seat! When I follow Bunny to the gym, I'll sit here reading my book or playing mobile games.

The gym's lounge where I read my book but most of the time I couldn't concentrate with all the hot bod hunks wandering around... hmmm beefcake! hahahaha.


nak gi genting tak jadi


present for bunny!


muka tak mandi : 9.30 pagi

who's online? lazy working people

Smell something funny.


Quite stinky la jugak.


seeeee no handsssss on the button!!!! hahahaha. retard.

Convocation yang sangat SUWEY

it has been a very hectic week for both me n H. H's convocation was due on 24th. so we had little time preparing so many thing [as tho i thought].

fuck.

taktau nak start from where.

i've been thru so many shit to get to his convo. only god knows how terrible, how unfortunate it was for us. dah separuh gila dah ni. nasib baik my bf's convo. even if its my brother's convo, i would not sacrifice so much. haha. sweet tak? bluwekkkkkkkkkkkk. but maybe jugak la bcoz his mother is not there to watch him graduate (she's in LA right now), made me feel like i have to be there. maybe.

journey to h's convo sangat suweyyyyyyy!!!!


sunday, went to Lord's Tailor at bangsar to pickup his suit. bloody tailor made the pants macam orang tua punya style. baggy slack? wataf? alter balikkkkk! kasi ketat semua, bontot kasi mantap ok?!

came back to the tailor on wednesday.... senteng pulak dahhhhh!

again, thurday... perfect fit. kalau tak perfect memang mintak refund balik laaaa rm 2k tu yang his mom spent just for the suit.

friday, went to klcc and pavi to buy him a convo present. he wanted a wallet coz he's been using this awful look of wallet his mum gave since he lost his wallet early this year. so, wallet it is lah. eventho for a graduation i'm suppose to give him something relating to his graduation or maybe something he can use when he gets a job later.... he still insist me to buy a wallet. fine lah. nak beli tie, dah banyak skinny tie. nak beli kasut, baru beli jugak. nak beli pen, confirm hilang. nak beli organizer, organized ke budak ni?

so i bought him a wallet. wallet tu je dah take me a whole day to find. coz no fucking store is selling men's wallet besides black n brown - which h hates those colours so much. and he wants leather. urgh!

so i have planned to go to the convo next day with atta. our plan is to go for brunch and head straight to shah alam coz convo tu start tgh hari. simple as that.

SATURDAY - BIG CONVOCATION DAY!!
1. 12 pm- gerak, salah jalan. mrr2 jemmmmm gile!
2. tade lighter dalam kete. had to pull over at petronas.
3. KETE ROSAK KAT DUKE. overheated. temperature naik. gasket damaged. oil splattered all over the engine area. adoi. leaking lagi.
4. 1.30pm - kete kena tow.... lame gile tunggu tow truck tu. dah habis basah kitrg kat tepi hway.
5. kete kena overhaul. rm2,600. time kasih lah.
6. azielah yg baik hati amik kitrg kat duke hantar gi uitm semata2.
7. present for h tetinggal dalam kete kena tow.
8. atta nye fon tetinggal dalam kete azielah.
9. fon kena bar.
10. tak dapat cari hadri. CARI PUBLIC PHONE! (dah 8 tahun tak guna public.... adoiii)
11. atm machine uitm bodo tak bole pakai.
12. panas, peluh, lencun, kering, busuk.
13. tak dapat tempat dalam dewan graduates, duduk dalam separate hall.
14. WHEN H WENT UP STAGE, TAK SEMPAT NAK TANGKAP GAMBAR!
15. stw-shah alam, 2 jam. convo yg panas, 3 jam stengah.
16. bad luck, terserempak dgn parents J. mak diaaa sudah buat itu mata terbeliakkk punyaaa okkkkkk!!! ape la masalah kau ngn aku wey. cepat2 ajak atta lari sama2. hahaha.
17. rambut h panjang, kena potong SEBELUM naik stage. potong STRAIGHT! h moody gile.
18. kasut kulit dark brown tak boleh masuk. kautim.
19. after ceremony, tried to find h's dad and sis. DIORANG DAH BALIK RUPENYE. no family photo. so sad. but die ni pun tak de pk nak tgkp gambar dgn friends. so very few photos. n he doesnt want to wear his graduation robes and hat! keluar2 je hall terus nak cabut. nak kena maki baru pakai.
20. anddddddddd sampai rumah 9.30 malam. passed out.


only god knows....... only god knows......


haih.

Exhausted

• worked 3 days for celebrities cooking show at 8TV
• open house on saturday. i just realized i have more guy friends than girls.
• TIME OFF with H for a week [same 'ol reason, space]
• upcoming interviews with Vision New Media [channel v, warner bros, etc] and ACP magazines [harpers bazaar, cleo, female, cosmopolitan, etc]
• birthdays
• saving for langkawi trip

Our Diary

My dad left me so many work to do here while he's in Sabah and Sarawak. I have to drag H into this coz hell no i can do it on my own! I have to call up so many people, buy so many things, arrange stuff and things like that.

Yesterday me and H went to Carrefour to buy a list of ingredients daddy told me to. went there at 6 and ended up 3 hours there til 9 coz we had big problems on differentiating vegetables.

DO YOU KNOW THAT THERE ARE SO MANY TYPES OF CABBAGE YOU CAN FIND AT CARREFOUR? green, purple, white, big, small, round, long..... oh god...

we argued on which type to buy but we didn't buy any of it at the end. coz we were just too confused with it. we left out few stuff from the list coz we don't know what it is called in bahasa. we' re so used of knowing food/vege terms in bahasa we just realized that we need to learn both bahasa and english so that we don't look like dumb idiots.
coriander = ketumbar
shallot = bawang merah kecik.
y the hell did daddy gave me a list in english pon?!

we had a really tiring day at carrefour. sumpah penat!

oh and yesterday while me and H spending our time together... we came up with an idea! an idea that helps us in keeping tracks of what we've been doing together all this time. an idea that will make us stop arguing about when, where and what we did. coz u know la how forgetful we could be and tak pasal2 bergado because "i think we went to singapore last november"..."no, we went there last february"... and gado sampai cari witnesses and things like that. with this new idea, we dont have to bug other people's life asking nonsense about us til they get annoyed and make fun of us in front of others.

We are going to record everything that happens in our lives together in a DIARY

hah take that! h is going to write a diary? huhuhu. so cuteeeeeee kannnnn???? so yesterday we bought a big notebook that we can share and write together in it. everything! journal, pictures, doddles, notes...!

here's how i want it to be. we will take turn [or together] to write about our daily life. we will include everything that we did that day, where we go, special notes, photos... basically anything! and if we are to argue with each other, we will write on what we disagree and point out everything we're blaming on. we'll put a table of 2 collums, and he writes on the 1st while i write on the 2nd. and we compare. and by that i know we can sort things better coz we'll understand more on each other's feelings.

in our 1st entry, i wrote about what we did yesterday. h wrote about our trip to Langkawi this new year along with the budget plan and things we plan to do there. hehe. buruk gila tulisan dia but i can't stop smiling reading it knowing how cute he is writing a diary! we even doodled our faces there! h draw him, fucking me - doggy style. siot tak?

my new Mozilla persona. kinky tak? hehe


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