Friday, December 21, 2012

Photoshoot

hahahahahahahahahahhahaha! sooooo berangan kay!























Wednesday, December 19, 2012

christmas shopping

ahaaaa... it's the time of the year again.

i took a leave today so that i can hangout with H on a proper date, like meal, movie and shopping. we havent done that for ages and i kinda miss that. we've been too busy with our schedules (omg i havent even blogged about my hectic work recently), me and H kinda had a brief argument and well, broke apart for a while. 7 miserable days without him, his presence, his voice nor his texts. that means, he is the one and i cant live without him ever. sobs.

back to the shopping and shit. we went to watch The Hobbit - my goodness H is fucking obsessed with it! i knew he's a die hard LOTR fan, but i didnt expect him to react the way i felt about twilight. he cant stop talking about LOTR, the hobbits, the background, what happened, what's not covered in the movies, what's in the books and all.... i feel like an idiot because i dont know shit about this. i mean, yes ive watched LOTR all 3 trilogy (we had a back-to-back marathon at home, under H's force). so i can say that i briefly know what the movie is all about. but him, obsessing about it? woah too much for me to handle. he should watch it with azielah or any other lotr fan. i am just not the right partner. haha.

oh, oh! i loveeeeeeeee the new refurbished TGV cinema in OU. modern, SPACIOUS, lovely! good job tgv team!

but.

burger king did a big mistake changing their outlet's management system. the interior is nice, really. but now they have like TWO (only) cashier for ordering, and another pickup station. service is slow. the queue was so long because there's only 2 cashiers. the food took forever to get it done. and no more refills allowed. what?! u charged 15bucks for a meal and there's no refill??? worse, their smoking area doesnt have ashtrays and people throw their ciggie butts and packs out the window onto the roof below. and u can see the litters all over the rooftop. it's dirty and disgusting.i had to flick my cig and throw the butt on the floor because at least, they are going to clean it up rather than throwing it outside the window. i still feel guilty about doing so.






it's like a combination of starbucks and subway. tah pape.

christmas shopping.

we dont actually celebrate christmas, christmas. if u know what i mean. it's just another reason for us to buy gifts for each other every year. it's becoming our annual tradition already, except that this year we may not have a feast for it as we already committed to other appointments. anyway, last year i bought H razer keyboard because he complained a lot about his keyboard ruining his gaming sesh. this year, i bought him a razer mouse. oh it's just so happened that his mouse stopped working under his commanding fingers a week or so ago. im thankful it saves me from torturing myself on what to buy for him this year. he wanted the same mouse model he's been using for years which is the Razer Copperhead. but they stopped producing it a longggg time ago and we have to look for other models. we've decided on DeathAdder because he's familiar with it. it's actually an old model too but they are still selling it in the market. the other models are either too complicated with too many buttons or too pricey. whatever, it's just a fucking mouse! i cant believe how particular he is when it comes to his gaming equipment. he looks into details like, it has to have some certain dpi for it for 'precision' he said, buttons to control whatever shit, ergonomic, sensors for better movement, etc etc etc! oh dear. that is just about a mouse.








i could bleed to death when hearing him talk about headphones specs and all other stuff. but i must say, it is interested when he explains some stuff about gaming to me that i wasnt aware of before. something like, how to be a good sniper in COD. how they look into details of wind speed, environment, distance and stuff like that too in the game. if a real sniper has to hold his breath before pulling the trigger, they gamers also have to hold the space key so that the game character will hold it's breath for 3 secs too. apparently his gaming team mate in COD ranks number 2 as the best sniper player in malaysia, among gamers of course.

but then again, H will talk about his COD era again and again and again. balik2 topic tu. he is so proud of his team. he and other 4 team members called RnF (Random Noob Faction.... LOL!!!) all amateurs joined a COD tournament (World GameMaster Tournament 2008 Malaysia) and got themselves no. 2 in malaysia, few years ago. so so proud. because no. 1, 3 and 4 were all professional gamer teams (those who are actually sponsored to play games and join tournaments), so when they won the tournament, they were so proud of it like gila babi. H said he even got famous after that, that people in low yat could recognized him. but of course, ali is the most popular since he was the one who won the game. H was called Monkey, Ali was famous for his nickname Enzo. cannot gooooooo all these people ada nicknames macam ni. some of the tournament's rules are a bit ridiculous to me - tak boleh pakai shorts (wtf?), no cursing or u'll get a yellow card, and ure banned once u get red card (H said he collected yellow cards a lot, but lucky enough not to get the red ones).

u can find some of the coverage of the tournament from the links here  and here. most of it have been taken down, or expired.

so yeah. i believe im marrying a gamerholic. thank god he's no longer joining those tournaments and not as active as before. when we were dating earlier those days, he still goes to cybercafes (bringing his own keyboard and mouse and headphones). im glad it stopped already.





tidbits

i've attended so many weddings i think it's pressuring me. oh well, i still have like, 6 months to go. buat ape nak rush kan? hahahahaha.

so one of my closest friends, ayu got engaged last weekend! suddenlyyyy aja. hahahahaha. and she's getting married next month! woahhhh laju gila. basically she has just cut the queue and going straight away with it, kira langkah bendul (me) la ni! nak tuntut pampasan kat ayu. hahahahahahhaa.

and then i have my dearest bestfriend ska, planning on her wedding too. ok pressure pressure.

i also attended my colleague's wedding and shereen's wedding last weekend. fuhhh penat. im so happy for all of them whom getting married or already married. 2013 is going to be the year of weddings and babies i tell u!

ni belum lagi january, H's brother getting married and i haven't tailored my outfits for all 3 occasions! pfffttt!

here goes shereen's prep & wedding. i dont have the other events' pictures since i no longer use a smartphone! so i have to rely on the normal digital camera, whether i bring it along or not.






















Wednesday, December 12, 2012

finding the right outfit to work

i was having a dilemma the other day on what to wear to work the next day. so i had the free time to snap all the clothes i tried on before changing to another.

everyday i have to face the same shit. urghhh! too goody, too sexy, too casual, too formal. it's always hard to pick the right one when u know u have to keep rotating the only things u have in ur wardrobe.

this only part 1 of it. maybe next time if i have more free time to do this, i'll take pictures and post it again.



Sunday, December 9, 2012

Report

after consulting with a few people, i have made up my mind to make a police report of that fake profile. i already issued a report to google asking for details of the profile owner and hopefully will get to use it to make a local police report.

dont fuck with me.

Saturday, December 8, 2012

Fake profile and impersonation of me

i am very very pissed right now. i found a profile of myself on google+ that i didn't create at all. what's worse is that all of the details are correct, all of the pictures are mine but it was private and somehow got leaked to this person's hand. it has everything about me! where i work, where i live, my exact home address and shit!

i really cannot contain my anger right now. i am really really mad and upset about it!

it's very clear that this person has a motive behind it. what are you trying to do? sabotage me? like pray that someday i'll get busted for what i do and how i live my life? trying to make me look really bad by putting up front all this to the world? DO YOU HAVE ANY IDEA WHAT TROUBLE THIS MIGHT GET MYSELF INTO? if my relatives, my in laws, my clients, my company, and everyone else i'm concerned about to find out about this? u really want to destroy me dont u? u obviously have something on me that i dont know, to the point u are willing to do this to me. what did i do to u that caused u to make such harm to me? what? why? fucking whyyyyyy????????

1. About me: fucking exact details of where i work, studied, my house address, etc. 
However, i am very pissed with that 'tagline' u put up for me: 
'When we drink, we get drunk. When we get drunk, we fall asleep. When we fall asleep, we commit no sin. When we commit no sin, we go to heaven. Sssoooo, lets all get drunk, and go to heaven.'
SERIOUSLY????? what are u try to prove????!!!!





2. Profile pictures: i have no idea how'd u get that picture of me holding the champagne. BECAUSE it was taken by a friend of mine via instagram and tho she posted it to twitter, both our accounts are PRIVATE! both twitter and insta dammit!
this person clearly want me to look like a party animal or whatever because the next 3 photos are me out clubbing, with a random stranger and another one with h holding a beer can. 
pfffffffftttttttttttttt!!!!!!







3. Photo album 1: with that fucking stupid album title
'You call me an alcoholic, I just call it a damn good time '. 
with seven fucking hundred photos in it!
from the photos, i can tell that it was imported - all from myspace and some from this blog itself (because fyi, some photos i posted in this blog, i did not post it anywhere else).








Photo album 2: with album title
"The Perfect Fiance".
60 photos.
all from myspace and this blog.
it's full of pictures of me and h partying and cuddling and all those obscene acts.








Photo album 3: this time, when the person posted the album titled
"Sleep all day. Party all night. Never grow old. Never die (heart symbol)"
the person even posted something about the album "If you don't get caught, anything is legal"
150 photos in total.
Now, seriously? i've never used heart symbol in anything i posted before. andddd wtf is with that anything is legal kinda shit? am i doing anything illegal? fuck i dont even take drugs u asshole!

 






from what i can find out here... this person doesnt have access to my facebook, obviously. this asshole may have been my friend on myspace which i no longer logged in for a fucking long time! and this asshole is my blog follower too. oh, and apparently he/she is stalking me via twitter/insta which i'm not sure how because it's private!

to whom it may concern, if u have anything against me, come up front and talk to me about ur disturbed life. u have no fucking clue how much i want to crush ur face right now!