Portfolio (I have lost a lot of my designs back then... fuck!)

World Championship of Performing Arts 2009, Souvenire Program Book Design : Cover Design 1

World Championship of Performing Arts 2009, Souvenire Program Book Design : Cover Design 2

World Championship of Performing Arts 2009, Souvenire Program Book Design : Cover Design 3

World Championship of Performing Arts 2009, Souvenire Program Book Design : Cover Design 4

World Championship of Performing Arts 2009, Souvenire Program Book Design : Book Layout

World Championship of Performing Arts 2009, Souvenire Program Book Design : Final Book Cover

World Championship of Performing Arts 2009, Souvenire Program Book Design : Contestant Profile

World Championship of Performing Arts 2009, Souvenire Program Book Design : Contestant Profile

Road Safety Campaign : TV Commercial Storyboard

Road Safety Campaign : TV Commercial Storyboard

Road Safety Campaign : TV Commercial Storyboard

Road Safety Campaign : TV Commercial Storyboard

Road Safety Campaign : TV Commercial Storyboard

Road Safety Campaign 2008 : Newspaper Ad

Drawing : Original subject

Drawing

England Optical Revamp Campaign : Paperbag design

Game Design - Master Crow Interactive Multimedia Board Game : Rough sketch

England Optical Revamp Campaign : Newspaper (event)

Teen Community Web Design : Intro

Teen Community Web Design : 1st design

Teen Community Web Design : 2nd design

Game Design - Master Crow Interactive Multimedia Board Game : Final Layout

England Optical Revamp Campaign : Billboard Ad

World Championship of Performing Arts 2006 : Audition poster

World Championship of Performing Arts 2008 : Contestant Profile Card

World Championship of Performing Arts 2008 : Contestant Profile Card

World Championship of Performing Arts 2008 : Contestant Profile Card

Teen Community Web Design : Index

Astrology.com Daily Love Tarot - Tuesday July 7, 2009

The Magician card suggests that if you are going to walk the walk or talk the talk, then you should be prepared to follow through or else you could be perceived as a player. Give yourself permission to explore your own basic drives or readjust your romantic priorities and this could be a time of romantic growth.


hah! today after lunch i was all excited to be "so romantic" when h invited me to his house. guess what we did...



he played dota while i read Breaking Dawn til 6 pm.

nice.

very romantic.

Oh Baby!

So I’m having this, insecurity with H. I figured, I have to correct things before it gets worst.

Last Friday I found a folder full with old photos with lovers, family and friends saved in my pc. I have been using laptop a lot I’ve forgotten all about my pc [poor pc… sorry]. So I got all excited looking back at those photos… those times when I was a bit younger [hehehe]… when people were so into camera phone and digital camera became the new trend of must-have-gadget.

I looked back at my hairstyles. The blonde and highlights time. My fashion changed from wearing sneakers to high heels back to flip flops. Club photos when I was still energetic to club every night with my girlfriends. My family photos, especially looking at how my baby brother had grown a lot now. Back to college time when I was still doing my Diploma… being the only Malay bitch in school. Hahaha. Memories………

And I got excited again, to show H those photos of me back then.

I carefully selected those photos. I tried not to include those photos of me and J but I realized that it was very very very impossible to do so as J appeared in almost all of the photos. I was dating him for soooo long, of course he’d be there! So I chose those photos with J far away from me, eventho he was still in it. I didn’t wanna hurt H feelings.

H looked at it.

Gave comments.

And turned away when its not even finished yet.

He suddenly acted weird. He was mad but kept it to himself. So whats wrong honey? Did I pissed u?

He said, he’s not interested in my past. He doesn’t want to know.

I took this chance to fix everything. I forced him to talk over this matter, and everything else. He avoided the conversation. I kept forcing him again and again and again until he wants to talk. So we talked.

Apparently H is not over J…. or in other way, he thinks I’m still not over J. He thinks I still love J. He thinks I’m still in touch with J, that I haven’t moved on and I will never forget J.

Kiss.my.ass.

This is ridiculous. I wouldn’t do so many things, wasted all my time and effort just to make H happy everyday if I’m still looking back at my relationship with J. I know I can just go back to J anytime, I know J is still waiting for me despite everything that happened between us.

H thought I want to CHANGE HIM INTO J. that I was on this turn-you-into-him mission. Blah. Aku kalau nak kat mamat tu lagi dah lame aku tinggalkan kau. I mean, I can’t deny that J is way much better than H. that’s because he’d known me for soooo long. 3 years ain’t nothing comparing to my 5 months with u baby. But u are special urself. U are different from J. u annoy me all the time but that’s what I like about u. J understands me. But he started with knowing nothing about me. He learned. He observed. And the long period helped a lot. So if someone can do that, why can’t he? Eventually he’ll understand me better, know me better in future. its just a matter of time.

We argued a lot. He told me what he thinks and I defend all the time. It was fucking hurtful. Things that he said was very heartbreaking but I love him so much I wouldn’t want to lose him. And I’m happy to hear that he loves too, hearing things that he’s thankful to have me and the feelings he has in me.

We talked over everything. Including all the things in my previous post. We settled things but again, just a matter of time. I can’t expect him to that perfect when I’ve only known him for few months.

I really really hope that my relationship with him will be just as long as it will be, beautiful and loveable. I’m really into him. He’s the reason I changed a lot comparing to my past relationship. I never thought that I could really change. H opened my heart to a new beginning of honest and LOYAL relationship. Love you.

Thennnn we watched Marley and Me. Just when my eyes were about to dry up, I cried again… like hell. Babi cerita tu sedih gila siotttt!! I want a clearance puppy too! They named their dog over Bob Marley, I want to name my cat over Britney Spears. I should have done that in the first place! Nvm, LV, please beranak somemore!

Things I Totally Disagree and Annoyed with H

1. he dotafucks all the time.

2. he refused to join me when i hangout with people who are not close to him. even if he lepaked with them more than 10 times already. and if m is not there as well... he wont lepak.

3. he wont lepak at mamaks.

4. he's allergic to sunlight - he wont go out unless he has to. which makes it harder for me to see him before 7pm.

5. he doesnt want to be close to my mum. he doesnt want my mum to like him. he's just not that guy. he honestly said, i malas nak layan orang tua.

6. he'll text me when he's going out, when he wants to tell something... but that's just it. a bit disappointing rite? this soooo weird. the weirdest relationship i've ever had.

7. when m asks him to do something, he'll do, he'll agree. when i do so, he'll argue. watafak.

8. he cant look at pretty hot girls. no offense. but looking tooooo long and talking tooooo much about the girl - VERY OFFENDED.

9. he's not romantic, sweet nor any other desired personality that all girls would want in a boyfriend. he's an alien.

10. he always hurt my feelings without realizing it - which made it more hurtful for me.

H1N1 and Sleeping Like Normal People Do!

okay 2day is quite a tiring day for me. yesterday i slept at 4.30pm, woke up at 2a.m. this irregular sleeping and waking up time has been going on for a week already. it proved my jobless life has affect my life a lot. surprisingly, i didn't go out a lot recently. i'd rather stay home and be with h.

so back to yesterday's story. woke up at 2am, forced h to wake up as well, went out to buy a new pack of ciggies and called up miyan to lepak - say around 3 something?

as we spoke on the phone, miyan told us story about a friend who was declared positive H1N1, a new virus also called swine flu that has been around for months n killed hundreds of people worlwide. its the new virus of the year, very popular, kalah britney spears.

miyan is...... really hard to control when he panics. so he got panicked. coz that friend got it from urbanscapes - which i remembered reading mim's status about her friend who was also infected and went to urbanscapes. and miyan's panic had gotten control over him and somehow affects me and h there n then! and so the 3 of us got panicked tak pasal2 and decided to go for a check up at GH.

5.30am - picked up miyan and went straight to GH. parked at kurang upaya spot, pretended that miyan is kurang upaya because miyan is a retard. went straight to ER counter and asked for a check up.

the person [a guy nurse i think], said that WE CAN'T GET JABBED IF WE ARE NOT HAVING THE SWINE FLU. we have to get high fever first, with some coughing and sneezing to do the test. because the cost is expensive [bluerghhh]. and we dont have the symptoms. and even if we are to get jabbed, it must be because we are travelling out of the country. bullshit.

7.00 am- so we went back, frustrated, and decided to go to hospital selayan coz miyan's cousin is a doc there and blablabla. we thought of going there at 8am. meanwhile waiting for a phonecall from his cousin, we had breakfast at diva. a small discussion about our bedtime. we decide to go back to our normal routine. since h is the worst sleep addict, me n miyan team up and force him to follow our plan - wake up early, sleep early.

8.00 am - ska called and asked if i'd be joining for a swim later. i forgot about the swine flu and the panic, got home and started packing my stuff to go swimming!

9.30 am - ska picked me up at home, went straight to her apartment near pwtc. called h and m [both busy dotafucking at that time] and forced them to join us.

10.30 am - swim swim swimmmm~~~

swine flu forgotten.

12.30 pm - lunch at island red cafe, sri rampai. oh im soooo in lurveeee with that place! very nice weh.

2.00 pm - accompanied ska to british council to settle her registration on IELTS test.

3.00 pm - tea at oldtown, jj. plus some sudoku.

4.00 pm - home. change. lost the battle and sleep.

8.00 pm - mummy forced me to wake up and dragged me to buy groceries.

11.00 pm - h called. he survived. he managed to control his sleeping temptations by dotafucking the whole day. miyan lost the battle at 5pm too. im so proud of my bf! huhu. zaki, azielah and chip came and fetch me to go out for a smoke around stw in his car. haha.

11.30 pm - lepak with zyra n nilad at ali.

12.00 am - its j's birthday. whatever. went back and dying to sleep again.

1.30 am - i'm blogging.

Mr Boyfriend

Hello again, blog

it has been months since i last blogged. dont ask. i dont know why. after the j case, i just stopped. maybe blogging didnt interest me anymore. i didnt even check my blog to see any comments or so. i just stopped.

i'm starting back again. dont ask why. i dont know why.

so here some updates about what i have been "busy" doing for the past few months.

1. i quit my job. i've been attending interviews A LOT. seriously. but the longer i stayed unemployed, the less interest i have in working. but i still look for the right job. i've been called by big companies such as L'oreal, Malaysia Airlines, Media Prima, etc.. but i turned down some of it and still waiting for answers for the rest of it. im a bit choosy. maybe thats y im still jobless. ha ha.

2. i have a boyfriend [check out my december blog entry: I Have A New Crush]. i've had ended the jibot-lydia era. its the new beginning of my love life with someone new. i mean, yes... i probably have dated other guys while with or after j, but it was different from this one [i cant believe im writing about u in here, u must be damn proud and laughing like hell if u read this shit, but i admit this is the way i feel baby!].

back to him, he's HADRI. he was my senior back in high school but i have no idea who the fella was back then. never met until azielah's birthday - karaoke - atta came along with ali and hadri - the first time we met. and so ever since we have been hanging out a lot - me, miyan, ali, hadri n the rest.

officially together 4th february 2009. the rest? history. not a secret actually, almost every human being in setiawangsa knows the story. hahaha.

3. me, Y and D - whom i had a fight with over my blog issue, are cool now. we're friends again, eventho we're not as close as before but everything is great, going very well.

4. LV gave birth to 2 cute kittens. separated by her colours - one is black and white, another is brown and white. hahaha. named miaw, both.

5. apparently i have to share H with miyan. they're sooo in love i have to deal with his presence everytime we hangout.

6. i miss miriam a lot. havent seen her for ages.

7. me n j - totally over. not in touch in any ways. we dont speak to each other anymore. even if we bump into each other, we'll pass by just like strangers. he has his own life, n i am happy with mine. but oh, he's still "good friends" with my mom.

8. u can see my face at jj nearby my house almost everyday, dvd shop at sri rampai every week, 21 every fortnight wednesday, hartamas square every 2 days, diva lunchtime everyday. but u wont see me at ali everyday all the time anymore. i quit lepakking at ali. my life is boring.

thats it. here are some photos for ur entertainment. enjoy. mwah.

my fav cupcake. there's a guy who speaks very good english, sells these cute cupcakes at ampang area. he can be found at hometown yong tau foo and kadir at nights, if ur lucky. he's always there when i'm there. haha.

yellow cab, ampang. h's favourite. deliciousssssss n.y finest.

new friends = awe, ilani, ali, dhya.

pak lan's beautiful pool.

oldtown, everyday.

pak lan's house at metropolitan sq, damansara perdana. cool place to hangout. h and m favourite - the playstation 3.

h's birthday surprise

they exist during semester's break only. they'll disappear soon.... hahaha.

i have no idea why i joined. so not me. i was forced to go for a picnic as early as 7am!

my birthday. 2nd surprise by them.

the 3stooges. m, h and a. very retarded people.

its hot nowadays...

my birthday. 1st surprise..... which started 10 mins before my birthday ended.

i spent my money on steve aoki's ticket. very good but still dont think its worth my money [poor satisfaction over sound systems, equipment and laser do].

ayu was free at this time coz she had a fight with her bf. she was gone after that day. we've never met her til now..

ska's boyfie is leaving to manchester end of this year. she's clueless now.

azielah is still confuse with cigarette's preferences. kejap pallmall, kejap marlboro.

people jog, exercise and do healthy activities...
i smoke.
all the time.

part of surprise crew
thank u again.

again, jj is sick of my presence everyday.
whatthehell... aku bayar kot.

pak lan's house.
note = pak lan is very young, 25 i think and very handsome despite the title "pak" we've been calling.

thank you.
yours truly, lydia r.