Am I Weird?

1. whenever i get a phone call or a text from my parents, i hesitate and think "what did i do wrong this time?"
2. i freak out when people say "i nak tanya u something boleh tak?". the same reaction above.
3. pantang when people say "aku ada benda nak cerita" or simply just the word "gossip". and i can never wait for it i normally would rush to meet up asap.
4. i listen to the songs played on the radio and try to relate it back to my life. i can go from dreaming about happy cheerful life to reminiscing the bad memories when depressing songs are playing.
5. i like to act tough and snobbish when i meet new people. 
6. i dont like meeting new people who talk too much. i prefer the quiet ones.
7. i like shy boys. always. forever.
8. i dont like when my bf interfere when i'm talking. other people, yes they can. not my bf.
9. one of my biggest fear is being told that ive failed when i knew it all along. 
10. i have a habit of plucking my newly grown eyebrow hair. lol.
11. i could get minor heart attack if i see my mom coming/going into my room. it gives me short notice to hide whatever i need to hide from her.
12. when im stressed, i dont like talking to people and walk away. do not come near me.
13. my number one creature im disgusted with is lizard, followed by cockroaches and rats. cicak can go die.
14. when choosing an outfit for the day, i think of these factors - 

• what did i wear yesterday? if i wore skirt, i'd wear pants today. vice versa 
• what's the weather like today? if it's going to be really hot, i would pick a sleeveless or a thin fabric. 
• when was the last time i wore this? i never repeat an outfit within 3 weeks cycle.
• does it go with my shoes? it doesnt really matter actually. i never think about shoes and bags to match up my outfit.
• what colour should i wear today? i am fucking obsess with black colour. but i wont wear black after 2 days straight.
• am i going to be sitting at one place or walk around a lot? to help me making better decision on a skirt or pants. and shoes. 
• the formality? casual, formal, elegant or chis?
• meeting client? pants. meeting parents? pants. meeting friends? shorts or skirt. meeting boyfriend? dress.