then he was like, EH HAIIII!! HOW ARE YOU? IM SORRY I FORGOT UR NAME.
me: LYDIA LA. EH MANE NICKY? U DGN SAPE?
him : I SORANG JE NI. I MMG SLALU DTG SINI SORANG LA.
saiko. dtg club sorang. watever.
after hai2... he went to the bar n i continue whateveriwasdoinglah. i went to the ladies room n when i got back to our table, i was surprised to see him there with his bucket of beer on our table. so i just chill la kan. the more the merrier orang kata. all my friends were cheering with him. so i see no threat there.
so all of us party. drink. take photos. dance. and jump.
i had a break of jumping non stop with my killing heels. it aches like hell til now ok. i sat next to this guy and started chatting with him.
me : EH SEPET, U BUAT APE SKARANG?
him : PANGGIL I LIZZARD. KAT CENFAD ORANG PANGGIL I LIZZARD. I KEJE KAT DAMANSARA SKRG. EH U DARI COURSE APE EH?
me : ............................................................... (diam kejap. a lot to process). I BUKAN CENFAD, I LIMKOKWING.
from that moment, i know i've had the wrong person. n after chatting a while (which i continue pura-pura believing he is sepet).. it's confirmed HE IS NOT SEPET. and he too got the wrong person. he didnt actually know me. but we didnt say it to each other. instead, we just buat bodo about it n party. but deep inside i know both of us dah malu gile! hahahahaha.
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last night i've had too much of Long Island Tea and i was partying like crazy with every strangers who came across my sight. i dont remember how many of 'new friends' i've made there but i do remember this 1 particular person. a korean guy.
he was very sweet? no he was being friendly to everyone. i saw him standing alone smiling n looking at the crowd like, he wanted to join them so much but he was so afraid! i was dancing nearby n he.just.looked.at.me. so i thot i wanted to be nice to this poor guy. kesiannn kau. macam anak kena tinggal ngn parents kat shopping mall. hahaha. i took my drink n cheers with him. introduced him to my friends and party together. he was a bit shy but u know la my bf kalau tgk orang macam ni lagi la dia become aggressive kat org tu. so this korean guy was 'stuck' with our group. the boys wont let him sit still. it was fun.
sometime around the closing time, he came n talked to me. his english wasn't so good i barely understand him. he said about me n h are a very fun couple n that he'd like to party with us again, with me n h. so i was like, yeah no prob! so he asked for my number so he could ask us out again. i was like, oh okay... n i gave him my number.
in the car otw back, he texted me about nice meeting u blabla. h grabbed my phone n started questioning things like, who is this, how did he get ur no? y did u give him? etc. HE WAS FUCKING PISSED! i was like, did....i.....do.....anything....wrong? BOMMMM (h's mengamuk effects. ala u know la kan orang mengamuk cane. im too lazy to type everything).
the point here is... i thot that this guy asked for h's number as well THATS Y I GAVE HIM MY NUMBER. i dont simply give out my number to ppl i just met, especially at clubs. basically from what i see in this korean guy, his good-boy attitude... i dont see any threat there. h's making everything big deal. i get it he was drunk but he was overreacting about all this. its a small shit that ppl dont even give a shit about.
thats too much. imagine we had a fight in a car full of friends and everyone else was keeping their mouths shut n hear everything we argued about. i am really upset with the way h handles things like this. dia maki2 depan friends. totally over the limit. i kept my mouth shut all the way. everyone was listening to h screwing me.
when we arrived at my house, h asked for my phone and took it away with him. so i've been living without a phone for a day now. at 6 just now he called, instead of apologizing and cakap baik2 as a start... the 1st thing he said was, DO YOU HAVE ANYTHING TO SAY TO ME?
i was soooooo mad inside! i just reply SORRY. n he was nagging like my mother while i just listened. i am sooo upset with his way, and really really mad at him for treating me like this. i've been so nice to him! i trust him in this relationship but he doesn't. im really sick of this HE IS ALWAYS RIGHT, I AM ALWAYS TO BE BLAMED. i must always be the one to say sorry (even if its not my fault). even a slight mistake i've made is kinda like the-end-of-the-relationship argument. i have to apologize, beg him and cheer him. this is tiring.
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