Trick or Treats?

hahaha.... ni edit photoshop mase tgh cari idea nak buat make up halloween! ;p

my devil and angel

H and Miyan were vampires from different era. Yus was a China doll... ade red circle on each of her cheek tapi tak nampak. I was lost. taktau jadi ape pun.. i was kinda in a hurry. so bajet jd gipsy la.

the dark side

I was amazed by the number of people who dressed themselves for the Halloween. A lot of them was wearing according to a group theme, some wear gothics, some dress simple but dramatic makeup on their faces. I saw vampires, pirates, nurses, clowns, angels and devils, witches and wizards... and many more!

My top Halloween choices that I saw would be a girl wearing a wedding dress siap dengan bunga2 but full with blood and messy makeup! sangat cool! and another one would be a girl wearing tube dress and a nun's head scarf!

there was even a group of boys wearing kain pelekat with a khakis pants inside, matching it with a t-shirt and jason mraz hat. hahahaha. so cute! but i still respect a girl wearing a school uniform to a club. and i mean Malaysia's school uniform! yes, the blue one!

Poor Planning

Z y r a

Wednesday

Sleepy. I slept 2 hours only last night because I had to prepare myself for a big interview with Mccann Erickson at 11 am. I had to do some research and study a bit as this wasn't some stupid company I would want to play around with. It was a long interview with horrifying questions which I managed to manipulate things coz I didn't know shit about those answers. Haha. Got a text msg from Nilad about celebrating Zyra's belated birthday with the girls tonight at 21. wooohooooo!!!

After the interview, we went to KL Central to seek some travel agents. Bongkok surprised me with a bad news last night. Semua hotel, motel, resort, etc at Pantai Cenang (Langkawi) are all FULLY BOOKED! Sold out! Panic! Heart attack akul. Tiket flight dah beli okayyyy. Bilik takde, mane nak merempat? Pasang tent on the middle of the beach... lepas tu? bile dah tgh hari, semua mati terbakar dalam tu. Dammit lah.

After searching for a while, we noticed that all these agencies have taken those rooms so that orang2 macam kitorang ni kena bayar lebih to them. That's how they make profit. Smart. So most of the agencies are charging what they call 'tour package'... which they charged a fixed 3d 2n with tour and shit so that our money are WORTH the value. so basically if kitrg tanak tour tu semua pun kena bayar gak that amount.

I've decided to look more of the tour agents on the websites instead of walking to their offices. I called up a few agencies but unfortunately our first choice of hotel is fully booked. there's a nice lady working with this agency recommended me another option which is Langgura Baron Resort, just nextdoor to Malibest. kinda nice tho. and she's charging me per room instead of per head per package. so no package, just room rate to be settled. in fact, the room rate is just the same with what the hotel itself is offering. no mark up! i fell in love with this lady. she's my hero. if only i'm gay. Ms Carmen if you're reading this.... i really want u to know that I love u so much! but i have a boyfriend. jodoh kite tak kesampaian. hahahahahahhaha.

We went home around 6pm and in an hour we were asleep. exhausted. By 12.45am I was awaken by nilad's phone call.

sdfgbhnjmk,lyutfyuilo1@#$%^&89XCFVGBHJNMK@#$%^7u8i

i think nilad marah coz we were supposed to be there by 11pm for the surprise. Dayo was in charge of dragging Zyra to 21 while the rest of us (me, nilad, yus and linda) were supposed to be there earlier with a cake!

and I was home sleeping soundlessly when nilad called. she can't reach yus too. i've known that yus was bz the whole day. she's got a motivation or team building course thingy at Istana Hotel organized by her company along with other oil and gas companies. when nilad said tak dapat call yus, i know yus mesti dah tido mati coz penat gila with her activities.

so there u go. i wasn't there. yus wasn't there. nilad? she called me using her house phone. so probably she wasn't there too coz rase nye die takde transport! so who surprised zyra? my god....... i feel so awful. and im sooo scared of nilad. she must be pissed with me. really really pissed!

from left: yus, zyra, dayo and nilad

Thursday

I called yus as soon as I woke up. Just as I thought, she was asleep when she returned home. we were both scared of nilad so we decided to let her cool down first before hanging out with her. yus thought there was a lot of miscommunications and lack of planning. we should have planned better but both me n yus' phones are barred. hehe.

I was called to Sony Music for 2nd interview (promotion executive). the interview session was cool just like the 1st interview. cuma the 2nd interview was with the director herself. but she was so fucking cool I enjoyed it all the way. My dad won't let me take the job. he wants me to work with Mccann. yela2... whatever. we'll just wait for the better offer.

Later that night I went out with yus, zyra and atta. both me and yus didn't say anything to zyra coz ktrg tak tau if she knew about the surprise plan. i hope she thought it was the normal girls night out. We went to KL Central to buy Atta's Langkawi ticket tapi kitorang ni pandai sgt, pegi pukul 11.30 malam! we forgot the counter close according to the mall's closing time. haha. sia2 je. then we went to Castle for shisha and sex talk. hahahahahaha. kesian atta.

Friday

Woke up at noon when Atta called for lunch. Makan kat Hometown Yong Tau Foo, Ampang with atta and ska.... my god my god. Atta punya lah tamak, he was eating chicken wing with his right hand, and smoking ciggie with his left. so kunyah ayam dulu, pastu isap rokok... repeat. macam laaaa ayam tu nak lari and rokok tu hilang kalau letak je dulu.

Yus and I planned to make it up to Zyra for her birthday that night. after buying atta's ticket at kl central... me, atta and h went to changkat to celebrate zyra's birthday. takde la celebration sangat pun.... we planned to chill with friends and buy a cake for zyra. so me, atta and h waited for zyra and yus to come and join us there.

i bought a very small cake for zyra. a cute round cake with zyra's name on it. simple. after buying the cake we stopped at a mamak for dinner first. i left the cake in the car. an hour after that we headed to changkat plak. i never checked the cake. i brought it to our hangout place and just minutes before zyra arrived, i opened the box to put on the candles.

cake tu hancur. panas. cair.

i was soooooo panic i quickly drag h to find another one for zyra! i bought this stupid chocolate and nuts cake at 7E, it was the only thing that looks like a cake and could hold a candle. h suruh beli roti gardenia je kalau dah takde sangat. twiggie ke. my god.

when we returned back to our table, zyra dah sampai rupenye. i managed to hide the cake in my handbag. i took out the cake when she went to the toilet and forced everyone to be creative on how to make it look like its not cheap and it is very birthday-ish! i was lucky i bought lollipops for zyra and some for us. but i had to tell zyra the truth about the cake after the candle-blowing thingy. hahahaha.

we were happily chilling there just us but ali and miyan kept on calling and texting us to go to Mansion with them. we were thinking of going until damn ali sent h a text msg saying that he must go there coz a lot of hot girls u cant imagine of are there. excuse me, cant u think of better words? we didnt go coz i was very saiko when ali said that. coz it looks like we're going there bcoz of the girls and not bcoz of them. and how could u send such thing when u know im next to him? provocative. u have a gf next to u n ur sending something like that to ur friend. first, u didnt respect ur gf. 2nd, ur saying it to the wrong person, should be someone single! 3rd, ur friend has his gf next to him 24/7, and u know that! 4th, ur not respecting ur friend's gf and u obviously dont care. its hurtful for girlfriends to ever read such thing.... guys dont seem to care about it. tak ada respect! i was so mad at ali even H had to pujuk me for hours! thank god your girlfriend apologize to me gila babi the next day. i was so disturbed.

We went to Castle again that night. i think yus has fallen in love with the arabs. hihihi.

our creativity

nice kannnn? birthday girl and the cake

cake yg hancur

Little Bits of Life

favourite!

while waiting for our turn at AirAsia ticketing counter, we played some stupid games.

H's new protein powder. Will he achieve that body? We'll see..... ngehngeh.

Langkawi punya pasal.

This is my seat! When I follow Bunny to the gym, I'll sit here reading my book or playing mobile games.

The gym's lounge where I read my book but most of the time I couldn't concentrate with all the hot bod hunks wandering around... hmmm beefcake! hahahaha.


nak gi genting tak jadi


present for bunny!


muka tak mandi : 9.30 pagi

who's online? lazy working people

Smell something funny.


Quite stinky la jugak.


seeeee no handsssss on the button!!!! hahahaha. retard.

Convocation yang sangat SUWEY

it has been a very hectic week for both me n H. H's convocation was due on 24th. so we had little time preparing so many thing [as tho i thought].

fuck.

taktau nak start from where.

i've been thru so many shit to get to his convo. only god knows how terrible, how unfortunate it was for us. dah separuh gila dah ni. nasib baik my bf's convo. even if its my brother's convo, i would not sacrifice so much. haha. sweet tak? bluwekkkkkkkkkkkk. but maybe jugak la bcoz his mother is not there to watch him graduate (she's in LA right now), made me feel like i have to be there. maybe.

journey to h's convo sangat suweyyyyyyy!!!!


sunday, went to Lord's Tailor at bangsar to pickup his suit. bloody tailor made the pants macam orang tua punya style. baggy slack? wataf? alter balikkkkk! kasi ketat semua, bontot kasi mantap ok?!

came back to the tailor on wednesday.... senteng pulak dahhhhh!

again, thurday... perfect fit. kalau tak perfect memang mintak refund balik laaaa rm 2k tu yang his mom spent just for the suit.

friday, went to klcc and pavi to buy him a convo present. he wanted a wallet coz he's been using this awful look of wallet his mum gave since he lost his wallet early this year. so, wallet it is lah. eventho for a graduation i'm suppose to give him something relating to his graduation or maybe something he can use when he gets a job later.... he still insist me to buy a wallet. fine lah. nak beli tie, dah banyak skinny tie. nak beli kasut, baru beli jugak. nak beli pen, confirm hilang. nak beli organizer, organized ke budak ni?

so i bought him a wallet. wallet tu je dah take me a whole day to find. coz no fucking store is selling men's wallet besides black n brown - which h hates those colours so much. and he wants leather. urgh!

so i have planned to go to the convo next day with atta. our plan is to go for brunch and head straight to shah alam coz convo tu start tgh hari. simple as that.

SATURDAY - BIG CONVOCATION DAY!!
1. 12 pm- gerak, salah jalan. mrr2 jemmmmm gile!
2. tade lighter dalam kete. had to pull over at petronas.
3. KETE ROSAK KAT DUKE. overheated. temperature naik. gasket damaged. oil splattered all over the engine area. adoi. leaking lagi.
4. 1.30pm - kete kena tow.... lame gile tunggu tow truck tu. dah habis basah kitrg kat tepi hway.
5. kete kena overhaul. rm2,600. time kasih lah.
6. azielah yg baik hati amik kitrg kat duke hantar gi uitm semata2.
7. present for h tetinggal dalam kete kena tow.
8. atta nye fon tetinggal dalam kete azielah.
9. fon kena bar.
10. tak dapat cari hadri. CARI PUBLIC PHONE! (dah 8 tahun tak guna public.... adoiii)
11. atm machine uitm bodo tak bole pakai.
12. panas, peluh, lencun, kering, busuk.
13. tak dapat tempat dalam dewan graduates, duduk dalam separate hall.
14. WHEN H WENT UP STAGE, TAK SEMPAT NAK TANGKAP GAMBAR!
15. stw-shah alam, 2 jam. convo yg panas, 3 jam stengah.
16. bad luck, terserempak dgn parents J. mak diaaa sudah buat itu mata terbeliakkk punyaaa okkkkkk!!! ape la masalah kau ngn aku wey. cepat2 ajak atta lari sama2. hahaha.
17. rambut h panjang, kena potong SEBELUM naik stage. potong STRAIGHT! h moody gile.
18. kasut kulit dark brown tak boleh masuk. kautim.
19. after ceremony, tried to find h's dad and sis. DIORANG DAH BALIK RUPENYE. no family photo. so sad. but die ni pun tak de pk nak tgkp gambar dgn friends. so very few photos. n he doesnt want to wear his graduation robes and hat! keluar2 je hall terus nak cabut. nak kena maki baru pakai.
20. anddddddddd sampai rumah 9.30 malam. passed out.


only god knows....... only god knows......


haih.

Exhausted

• worked 3 days for celebrities cooking show at 8TV
• open house on saturday. i just realized i have more guy friends than girls.
• TIME OFF with H for a week [same 'ol reason, space]
• upcoming interviews with Vision New Media [channel v, warner bros, etc] and ACP magazines [harpers bazaar, cleo, female, cosmopolitan, etc]
• birthdays
• saving for langkawi trip

Our Diary

My dad left me so many work to do here while he's in Sabah and Sarawak. I have to drag H into this coz hell no i can do it on my own! I have to call up so many people, buy so many things, arrange stuff and things like that.

Yesterday me and H went to Carrefour to buy a list of ingredients daddy told me to. went there at 6 and ended up 3 hours there til 9 coz we had big problems on differentiating vegetables.

DO YOU KNOW THAT THERE ARE SO MANY TYPES OF CABBAGE YOU CAN FIND AT CARREFOUR? green, purple, white, big, small, round, long..... oh god...

we argued on which type to buy but we didn't buy any of it at the end. coz we were just too confused with it. we left out few stuff from the list coz we don't know what it is called in bahasa. we' re so used of knowing food/vege terms in bahasa we just realized that we need to learn both bahasa and english so that we don't look like dumb idiots.
coriander = ketumbar
shallot = bawang merah kecik.
y the hell did daddy gave me a list in english pon?!

we had a really tiring day at carrefour. sumpah penat!

oh and yesterday while me and H spending our time together... we came up with an idea! an idea that helps us in keeping tracks of what we've been doing together all this time. an idea that will make us stop arguing about when, where and what we did. coz u know la how forgetful we could be and tak pasal2 bergado because "i think we went to singapore last november"..."no, we went there last february"... and gado sampai cari witnesses and things like that. with this new idea, we dont have to bug other people's life asking nonsense about us til they get annoyed and make fun of us in front of others.

We are going to record everything that happens in our lives together in a DIARY

hah take that! h is going to write a diary? huhuhu. so cuteeeeeee kannnnn???? so yesterday we bought a big notebook that we can share and write together in it. everything! journal, pictures, doddles, notes...!

here's how i want it to be. we will take turn [or together] to write about our daily life. we will include everything that we did that day, where we go, special notes, photos... basically anything! and if we are to argue with each other, we will write on what we disagree and point out everything we're blaming on. we'll put a table of 2 collums, and he writes on the 1st while i write on the 2nd. and we compare. and by that i know we can sort things better coz we'll understand more on each other's feelings.

in our 1st entry, i wrote about what we did yesterday. h wrote about our trip to Langkawi this new year along with the budget plan and things we plan to do there. hehe. buruk gila tulisan dia but i can't stop smiling reading it knowing how cute he is writing a diary! we even doodled our faces there! h draw him, fucking me - doggy style. siot tak?

my new Mozilla persona. kinky tak? hehe


note: check out this cool website where u can mix & match ur style!
http://www.polyvore.com/

Kerja Gila

my life is so lame, on a saturday night i didnt go out partying or doing anything interesting anywhere and went to watch H's futsal instead.

i noticed something. H 'plays' futsal (or football) like normal people do. paling normal he does when he plays futsal is when he kejar that bola.

but

when he gets the bola, he will kick the ball ikut suka hati dia.
when people berebut bola tu, u can see him pijak2 kaki other players instead of trying to get that bola.
when a ball came up high thru the air, he will lompat and buat breakdance tak pasal2.
all the time he'll be jumping here and there. chasing the ball but kicks whatever, whoever in front of him.
and he suka lompat2 landing ikut suka dia.

at first if i see him falling, tripping, etc... i got panicked (yo yo je panic). tapi kalau dah every 10 mins dia jatuh.... i don't even bother to look at his injury.

yesterday, he injured himself by landing tak betul. right foot bengkak. h said he can't walk and lepak anywhere. so we can't go out and join the others drinking at changkat later that night. we went back home and watched dvd together.

at 3.30 am, we were talking about food and pau and suddenly we wanted tg malim's pau soooo muchhhh!!!! mengidam habis okay. so H went back to his house, took his mom's car (long journey kot, naik kelisa mesti seksa kannn) and we went straight to TANJUNG MALIM, perak.
tibe2 H boleh pulak walk and drive kan?

the best pau is always at Yik Mun. but of course la kan kedai tu tak bukak lagi at 4 o'clock in the morning! so we divert our direction to the RnR coz we know there's a restaurant that sell the same pau there. semangat gila nak makan pau ni!

kedai tu tutup.

sakit hati.

makan nasi lemak n teh ais instead.

waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hancur hati kami tak dapat makan pau. tapi kitorang lepak makan jugak sebab dah sampai sana dah kottttttt.

we forgot that it's hari raya now and most probably tuan kedai tu pun nak keluar beraya gak. off day for them, sucks for us who crave for their paus. dammit.

Oh Oh Check Out My Fish!

cooooooooooooooool kan???
i just added another nonsense on my blog. [those fish on the side bar, see that?]
hahahaha... coooool!
these fish will actually follow ur mouse wherever u go.
so when they do, feed them by clicking anywhere in the box [or shall i call it aquarium? hoh].
i named them already.... heeeee :)

Blue : Britney Spears

Yellow : Nicole Richie

Red : Blair Waldorf

Orange : Chuck Bass

Green : Edward Cullen

There goes my celebrities and super starsssss!

*6.56 AM : still can't sleep.

I Miss My Old Long Hair

it seems like growing back my hair takes foreverrrrr!!!!!
and i'm sure a lot of my friends would say "nooo u look wayyyy better with short haircut!",
aku tak kire. nak gak!
i'm gonna grow my hair long and colour it blonde along with highlights and pretend like imma hot young mak datin on earth.

bluwek!

My New Nickname Would Be: Buttered Prawn

celaka.

me n H were smoking in the car when he suddenly decided to change my name on his phone from Apple Pie to Buttered Prawn. @#$%^&#!!! ape pasaaaaal la dalam banyak2 nicknames u can give u chose BUTTERED PRAWN? coz he said, i like eating prawns. so since he likes nicknaming his gf based on food. he decided to just named it buttered prawn! ahyo...

oh n todayyyyyy my mother bikin havoc again n again. here's the story:
i went overnight at H's last night, watching Skins 3rd season with him til 10am this morning. n i last checked my phone around 10-ish tu jugak la to see if anyone texted/called me before going to sleep. not knowing that after i put my phone back on the table, my brilliant baby boo took that phone and set it silent. he's so sweet he did that because he knows my phone rings all the time and he just wanted me to have a good sleep.

6.30pm - i checked my phone n thereeee u gooooo! 16 missed calls from my mother, looking for me like psycho. she even texted H to call her back. n when H called her, she was like all crazy babbling about how she has been worried she couldn't reach me, she went everywhere looking for me, she called dodo's mom, she went to ali/gym/h's house/klcc... everywhere [which i know she was just making that story up]. n she went all psycho like trying to make a police report, wanting to move in with my grandma [takde kena mengena ni, taktau nape], saying i bully her all the time and blablabla... complaining everything to H.

we had to made up a story saying i went to friend's house n misplaced my fon in the car.

my mother is crazy. i was just 'unreachable' from 11am-6.30pm. wahliaoweyyyy! tekanan nye duduk rumah macam niiiii!!!

i went home, she didn't even say a thing to me. she just watched the damn tv without saying anything.

sabarrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!

i went out an hour after that for the free flow at maison. ha.ha.

life is like a box of chocolate [h's fav quote].

*wink*